Monday, November 2, 2009

Throwing This Out There. Sorry, friends.

Hello, You. You know who. Yes, YOU! Like what you've found? Well, I guess I did gift wrap it for you. I might be a little naive sometimes, but I am not stupid. I'm curious as to what's bouncing around in that head of yours right now. On second thought, I don't give a rat's shitty asshole.

I want you to know that I might breakdown sometimes, but I am not broken. You have failed. You. Did. Not. Break. Me. You only made me stronger. You will NEVER be able to comprehend how much love I have in my heart for him.

Even now.

Especially now.

A friend recently brought a wonderful quote to my attention (ty, for sharing this):
"All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on."
~H. Ellis

I might still be working on finding that perfect balance, but I already chose what I let go of and what I am still holding on to. I cannot forget and will never let go or stop loving him, no matter what you try to do.

6 comments:

sjAimee said...

You fucking tell them babe!!!

**sticks tongue out to evil fucks**

no i'm not very nice and my language is crude but I dont care.. thats me..

*Hugs SBGDGT tightly & whispers* want me to kick a bitches ass? I know you are capable and you are better than them so you CAN and will and HAVE moved on.but I can still kick their ass for you..

Fire Crotch said...

Hmmm...sounds just like where I am right now.

Honolulu Girl from Trueblood Twilight said...

I'm sorry I don't understand the post but I'm doing NanoWriMo and a bit dingy these past two days. I just wanted to send you a *hug* that's all. xoxoxo.

Zarya said...

*hugs* If you ever wanna talk about it, let me know, okay?

SBGDGT said...

@sjAimee- bring it on! Crude language and all! That's part of why we love you :) And THANKS FOR THE HELP! (read next post real quick) He's a big guy, I'll take all the help I can get!

@FireCrotch- I'm sorry to hear that! :/ That's never a fun place to be.

@Honolulu Girl- Thank you very much! Like I said, it was kinda cryptic but the hug is greatly appreciated!!!

@Zarya- Where'd your name come from? And I've got your number! I love you and can't wait till you get home :*)

Bex said...

Say there sugar, where'd ya find that quote? *wink wink*

Seriously though, stupid fucking people are sent to try us every single day and the best piece of advice I can give is just rise above it. I know it's hard but just look at you giving them the fuck-off!! *proud grin* Your so risen your floating!!

xxx